august 2017 / —

games that i play.



photography: sam beklik
model: janina ahh

janina ahh: being in a constant process of reinventing myself and thus my art, i keep my sensibility as a waymark. basically (as heidegger well explained) i share the belief, that the process of art and a piece of art reveals the very essence of life. art as a journey, as dharma. i feel so blessed that all those alienations and appropriations of cultural experiences are taking place now in post-humanistic way. these difficulties when describing myself… when i used to work as a journalist i would bristle for the fact i have to stay focused on the others, when no one asked me in detail why and how things are happening in my life. it was a period when one of the favorite tricks was to hide essential and pretend to behave mondainly. we discussed and document the kinds of games i am playing now with sam beklik. of course we explored the figures i perform. now i am fighting my own conformism, searching for personal sincerity in postmodern topics and integrating different media, which i learned mostly occasionally and often auto-didactically. life is much more exciting than what i can expect, suggest, insist, pose, dream or get rid of. so i was happy to share my revelations with sam beklik.